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3 thoughts ( meaning of life, love, and insomnia )

Nearly docked at the

shores of apathy to quit

the sea, a tedious machine

of ambiguous success, rolling

and rocking the splintering

wood of the vessel,

to begin a useless search for

meaning beyond perception

Love plagued my scenery

But softly I have quit its

indecent frustrations for

the sprawling possibilities

of wandering in solitude.

Every plea before

sleep beckoning eyes

to quit the light

of the world

to wake in

strange dreams

ignored in favor

of watching a

disoriented dawn.


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