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You Fuck: A Cathartic Poem for Homegirls and Homeboys who have had their HomeHearts broken

I thought

you were

the one that got away


Oh if you could

see how many

times I kicked

myself in the

fucking teeth


And then it

dawned on me

somewhat unpleasantly,

That I let nothing get away;


There was nothing between us;

I had imagined something

out of all the words of novels


But other than a conquest

and a couple nights of

sweaty sex, it was nothing

more than cotton candy

for dinner.


I wasted all that damn distress

on a guy who couldn't have cared less.


But let me just call you a fuck,

not because you deserve it

but because I really really want to:


You're a fuck

And you fucked me

OVER and under


I let you because

I was idiotic

drugged by love


At least you got

to bust a nut.

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