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Why did I ever send you pictures?

A while ago, 

I sent you some photographs

Not particularly scandalous

Rather tame in comparison to the rest

But they were the ones only I had seen.

I knew you wanted some pussy shots

Some naked sprawled out porno pose

But I wasn't about to give you those. 

Regardless, I can't believe I wasted xanax

on a conversation with you 

I can't believe I wasted an hour of oblivion

on your account; trying to make you feel young.

I can't ever get that hour back

But I can take comfort in the fact

That I'm young pretty and ruthless;

You're just a nervous old fool. 


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